Dearest Darren:
I miss you so very much. You tell me to get over it all the time, but I just can't. You're the most wonderful person in this world to me. And I really, really miss you when I don't get to see or talk to you. Spending 30 minutes with you takes the edge off and I don't want you to forsake your friends for me. That would be completely unfair of me to expect. But damn it. I don't get to see enough of you. I love you so very much. I just wish you understood. All I really need from you is to hear from you each day. Even if it's just a few words or a text message. It would be so great to not be the one who instigates our conversations every time we have one. I just don't think you understand how much you mean to me. I really do love you with all my heart. And I belong to you and only you, heart, body and soul.
Love you.
Sunday, January 23, 2011
Friday, January 7, 2011
Relaxed
Darren:
I'm very relaxed today. Seeing you yesterday lifted a huge weight. It's amazing just how wonderful you are. I can't imagine my life without you in it. I think I would suffer severe depression and possibly become a recluse if I couldn't be with you. I don't know how to explain to you what you mean to me. I can only tell you I love you more every day.
Love you baby.
I'm very relaxed today. Seeing you yesterday lifted a huge weight. It's amazing just how wonderful you are. I can't imagine my life without you in it. I think I would suffer severe depression and possibly become a recluse if I couldn't be with you. I don't know how to explain to you what you mean to me. I can only tell you I love you more every day.
Love you baby.
Tuesday, January 4, 2011
Elated
My dearest Darren:
I'm absolutely elated today because I got to talk to you last night and I got to see you today. You have no idea how the sound of your voice brightens my day or how simply being near you lifts my heart. You are so perfect and wonderful. I hope you had the opportunity to enjoy your lunch today. It is important to me you have a good day every day. You definitely deserve them. I love you baby and I so hope I get to hear from you tomorrow. ;)
I'm absolutely elated today because I got to talk to you last night and I got to see you today. You have no idea how the sound of your voice brightens my day or how simply being near you lifts my heart. You are so perfect and wonderful. I hope you had the opportunity to enjoy your lunch today. It is important to me you have a good day every day. You definitely deserve them. I love you baby and I so hope I get to hear from you tomorrow. ;)
Monday, January 3, 2011
Heartache
Darren:
My heart aches with longing to see you. I can't get you off my mind. I sit at work and think of you. And all the things I want to do with you. While driving my car a song on the radio reminds me of you and I want to give you a call. I get home and I wonder what you're doing. Are you watching tv? Are you cooking dinner? Are you taking a nap? I want to talk to you. To hear your voice. To hear you say you miss me and love me as much as I miss and love you. You're the best. I love you baby.
My heart aches with longing to see you. I can't get you off my mind. I sit at work and think of you. And all the things I want to do with you. While driving my car a song on the radio reminds me of you and I want to give you a call. I get home and I wonder what you're doing. Are you watching tv? Are you cooking dinner? Are you taking a nap? I want to talk to you. To hear your voice. To hear you say you miss me and love me as much as I miss and love you. You're the best. I love you baby.
Sunday, January 2, 2011
New Year's Resolution
Darling Darren:
Good afternoon. It is the second day of the new year and I have yet to get to see you. At least I heard from you yesterday even if it was just an obligatory response to my wish for you to have a Happy New Year. I want you to know I've made a decision and I'm going to resolve to not be as clingy this year as I've been in the past. In essence this means you are going to have to make more of an effort to contact me. I'm no longer going to be the one who instigates our meetings. I need to know that you want me as much as I want you. Like I said before you're a drug to me and I suffer terrible withdrawals when I don't see or talk to you. It doesn't seem as if it is the same for you. I know we're both very busy. But I make the time to see you often at an expense I truly cannot afford at this point in my life, and yet I do it because I am so totally in love with you and I cannot bear the thought of not spending the little time you appear to have for me with you. I think about you continually. I want to share everything with you even though it isn't possible. You have an entire world of which I can never be a part and it hurts me if I think about it. I wonder, if you could have any one thing in the entire world what it would be. I know you are the only thing in the world I want. I only wish I could make you understand just how important you are to me. How important it is to me to be with you. How wonderful you make me feel when I get to be with you. How much better my day is if I just hear from you, to hear your voice lifts my spirits so much, but even a text message makes my day. I love you.
Good afternoon. It is the second day of the new year and I have yet to get to see you. At least I heard from you yesterday even if it was just an obligatory response to my wish for you to have a Happy New Year. I want you to know I've made a decision and I'm going to resolve to not be as clingy this year as I've been in the past. In essence this means you are going to have to make more of an effort to contact me. I'm no longer going to be the one who instigates our meetings. I need to know that you want me as much as I want you. Like I said before you're a drug to me and I suffer terrible withdrawals when I don't see or talk to you. It doesn't seem as if it is the same for you. I know we're both very busy. But I make the time to see you often at an expense I truly cannot afford at this point in my life, and yet I do it because I am so totally in love with you and I cannot bear the thought of not spending the little time you appear to have for me with you. I think about you continually. I want to share everything with you even though it isn't possible. You have an entire world of which I can never be a part and it hurts me if I think about it. I wonder, if you could have any one thing in the entire world what it would be. I know you are the only thing in the world I want. I only wish I could make you understand just how important you are to me. How important it is to me to be with you. How wonderful you make me feel when I get to be with you. How much better my day is if I just hear from you, to hear your voice lifts my spirits so much, but even a text message makes my day. I love you.
Thursday, December 30, 2010
Missing You
Dearest Darren:
I'm writing today to tell you how much I miss you. It's only been three days since I saw you but a week since I really got to spend time with you. I wish I could go back to the days when I saw you more often. My heart aches when I don't have the opportunity to see or talk to you for extended periods of time. But we're both busy and I know the time apart makes the time when we're together more special. It's just hard to be away from you. You're like a drug to me and I'm terribly addicted. If I don't get my fix I suffer withdrawals. The longer I have to wait the worse the withdrawals. Miss you baby. I hope to see you soon.
I'm writing today to tell you how much I miss you. It's only been three days since I saw you but a week since I really got to spend time with you. I wish I could go back to the days when I saw you more often. My heart aches when I don't have the opportunity to see or talk to you for extended periods of time. But we're both busy and I know the time apart makes the time when we're together more special. It's just hard to be away from you. You're like a drug to me and I'm terribly addicted. If I don't get my fix I suffer withdrawals. The longer I have to wait the worse the withdrawals. Miss you baby. I hope to see you soon.
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